I'm a failure...

So I kinda havent been keeping up with this whole blog thing...I would like to but I've been SOOO busy! ugh! It has been a fun busy though...except like the working part of the busy...but hey! at least I get money! :)

Anywho...as of right now I'm laying in my bed, listening to some The Color Morale, and wishing I could breathe out of my nose! haha! My Justin kinda gave me his cold...but oh well, I would have a cold all the time if it meant I get to be around him! :)

Tuesday we went to this thing in St. Paul where we got to hang out with the band Hyland, listen to their new record(in its early stages...not mixed or mastered or anything), and be a part of gang vocals! It was super fun! I really enjoyed it, and it was interesting to kinda watch how gang vocals are done! :)

Wednesday was another day at STAND....its sooooo strange! I'm like the only girl Senior...and the only guy Seniors are Shane, Andrew and Brian! I feel sooo old! But I'm happy that Toni is my group leader! :) she is super amazing! and soooo sweet! Having her as my group leader again brings back some awesome memories... :)

Lately I've been like stressing out about what I'm going to do after I graduate...I've changed my mind so many times between like the spring and now...here is how its gone...

• Dog Grooming School
• Photography
• Dog Grooming & Photography
• IPR
• maybe IPR
• River Falls?
• IPR
• River Falls? 
• IPR?
• stressed out.
• wait...North Central University....?
• UGH!!!!!!!!!!! : /

My newest find is North Central University....they are a Christian College that has a Music Recording major...they arent nearly as expensive as Northwestern...and they are still a pretty awesome Christian College...but even though they arent AS expensive, they still are pretty spendy! After looking at like the classes and stuff I realize how awesome it really would be to go to a Christian College...and how awesome it would be to be in music classes taught by Christ Followers that love music AND love God...so yea...thats kinda whats going through my mind lately...

Another thing that is amazing is that I am taking the ACT on the 23rd...and of course, like for any test, I'm super nervous...but I'm kinda just trying to study and not think that much about it...

I'm soooooooooooooooooooo excited for tomorrow!! Its gona be amazing! I'm going to Church, then to Troll for their fall party thing, then to a Love Out Loud concert with my Sari and Justin! :) I really really wish Erica could come though...I missssssssss her! : / we will have to make a flat Erica and take her with!! :) haha! it would be pretty epic! :)

If you are still reading this you are crazy, cuz I'm pretty much just rambling about my average life! haha! And somehow its ended up being superly duperly long! Probably cuz for some odd reason I really like writing! :) well my computer is gona die so...songs...

1. Devastator- For Today
2. Alive Again- Love Out Loud
3. Heart To Life- Hyland

<3 Meg